Hello All,
I got some things that this bothering at the moment.
1. I need all of the prayers I can get. My stomach has been giving me a lot of problems. Every time I get stressed I get a load of physical pain in my lower stomach. For example, since school and work is starting out in a few days, stress is kicking in (thus leading to pain). Whenever people are giving me a hard time (in a bad way, not like what friends or family do) I get to the point where I hurt.
2. Part of being stressed out is that I never feel safe anywhere, the only safe place I know is my room at my parents house. When I am at school or at work I often feel isolated and disturbed from people breathing down my neck. I often put on a front when I am around people.
3. Another thing that that I am single and would like to change that as long as its a right thing to do. (I would not get with just anyone just to say I am not single). There is one thing that I regret doing which is meeting this girl that I met about a year and half ago. I had really liked this girl a lot. We were friends til I expressed myself then she had nothing to so with me. Now she is dating someone now and I am not real pleased with the situation. I really wish otherwise. Now-days, on a daily basis, I do think about her. It is have even caused stress. Meanwhile, any nice girl I have even talked to does not seem interested or is going out with someone. So I have tried to keep my mid busy but it seems like I always seem to think about her. Sometimes I often fantasized about what a good life I could share my life with any of these girls.