Don't know if I should hate my ex or forgive her?

[Bideo44]

So I met this girl shes in the airforce, well I went out with her for a month , then she broke up with me , than a month later she looked for me , she told me she cheated on my , that's the reason she broke up with me. I forgaved her and we got back together, while we were together she use to go out with her guy friends and I would get mad. She left to bootcamp after 5 months of us dating! We fought alot, we again broke up when she was away, cause I found out she spend the whole night with her guy friend alone! She came back from boot camp after 4 months of being away, she came to me and we talked she had told me she had fallen in love in bootcamp with a guy she slept with , but turned out he was engaged . After a month of me ignoring her , we met up one night , talked and than night after night we saw each other. We eventually got back together. She said she loved me, and I loved her too. But she wouldn't change she would be with me and her guy friends would be texting her and I would be ignored. She said she loved me and she wanted us to work out, she wanted to marry me form a family. All I had to do is wait for her 8 months till she came back from deployment. At first I didn't but than I agreed but , her friends somehow change her mind , they told her I wasn't good enough for her, that I was holding her back. She tells me that she was confused, and that we couldnt be together. The night before she left we met to talk and she kissed like she always did. A week later I skype her she wants to be friends, but I told her I have feelings fir her, and she says no and says not to look for her. It makes me mad cause she use to look for me, she gave me all this hopes, and told me she loved me use to live with me, got all close to my family , but she says her career is mire important! So what should I do? Someone please help it felt good to get this off my chest!

[Wakeup]

So I met this girl shes in the airforce, well I went out with her for a month , then she broke up with me , than a month later she looked for me , she told me she cheated on my , that's the reason she broke up with me. I forgaved her and we got back together, while we were together she use to go out with her guy friends and I would get mad. She left to bootcamp after 5 months of us dating! We fought alot, we again broke up when she was away, cause I found out she spend the whole night with her guy friend alone! She came back from boot camp after 4 months of being away, she came to me and we talked she had told me she had fallen in love in bootcamp with a guy she slept with , but turned out he was engaged . After a month of me ignoring her , we met up one night , talked and than night after night we saw each other. We eventually got back together. She said she loved me, and I loved her too. But she wouldn't change she would be with me and her guy friends would be texting her and I would be ignored. She said she loved me and she wanted us to work out, she wanted to marry me form a family. All I had to do is wait for her 8 months till she came back from deployment. At first I didn't but than I agreed but , her friends somehow change her mind , they told her I wasn't good enough for her, that I was holding her back. She tells me that she was confused, and that we couldnt be together. The night before she left we met to talk and she kissed like she always did. A week later I skype her she wants to be friends, but I told her I have feelings fir her, and she says no and says not to look for her. It makes me mad cause she use to look for me, she gave me all this hopes, and told me she loved me use to live with me, got all close to my family , but she says her career is mire important! So what should I do? Someone please help it felt good to get this off my chest!

Seems she only loves you when she's not deployed. Once out of your sight, she'll love anyone who will have her (even engaged guys are'nt off limits for her). You really want to marry someone who sport fks the way she seems to? Doesn't matter if you do or you don't. She's told you "not to look for her." I'd listen to her. Block and delete her so that she can't talk you back to her once she's back home again only to leave you once again when someone new and shiny catches her eye.

There's better out there for you. Know that and you'll get over how she treated you faster and you'll be ready to meet that better someone.

[smackie9]

Why would you want to be with someone that can't keep her pants on? I can't believe "her friends" said that you wouldn't be good enough for her? who told you that? her? lol. Buddy you can do way better than that. Let her go back to Camp Whore.