its my turn to take the blame

[damian127]

this ones heavy of heart...

He stands there smiling among the music and the lights

surrounded by people that mean nothing in his life.

One more drink

one more game

one more shot

its him to blame

trying so hard to wash his love away

she sits there in her head

questioning why she let things get like this

in a home that's empty she wont admit to regret

but she knows he's not being fair

something she won't forget

she hates him more because he asked her to care

staying close to the phone

how could he dare

its silence making her more alone

just one more call

just one more try

she swears again this is the last time

he takes that shot

he drinks that beer

damns himself for being unfair

stares at his phone in disbelief

he wants to answer

wants to find that dream

wants to hear her voice

misses her more than anything

he just shakes his head while shes calling from home

trying to pretend he didn't just hurt the one that he loves the most

maybe this time will be the very last time

maybe he's just stupid

could he really be so blind

he loves her so much

a love that is hard to find

damn how he wants to change

but he's so afraid

afraid to go back to feel the pain

the hurt the lost love with all its shame

she loved him so much

she really wants to try

she thinks maybe its to late

afraid the moment has passed by

he sits alone the very next day with his only thought maybe its to late

[LewisFisher]

I think you have written what a lot of people feel.. very deep and insightful.. Thanks

[jennyc]

that's a very deep poem, thank you for sharing!

[Gossioii5]

Excellent tips .I really appreciate all these points, and I agree completely…