i really need help. i was ins the best thing that ever happened to me and niw i have nothing. no girlfriend . i had tlked abot everything with her. but now its really difficult for me to speak about my feelings to someone. i give up with my life when nothing changed. every thing in the world only sucks since shes away. she was my heart and my life. we never will be together anymore. why do i life in this world. there isnt any fun or elsesince she had leave me. only darknes and lonelyness is about me. i dot know what i shold do? she was the most beautiful girl ever. she was THE girl for me.