Hello,
I have been craving sex alot lately including thinking about a particular man who I briefly dated but because of some misunderstanding we stopped talking and we haven't talked about a year. At first, I thought it was just because there was something special about him but now I am starting think it is just because I am craving sex and its impairing my judgement. My desire to have sex is so strong now that I have been having frequent thoughts about having sex with him in particular. Just now, I dreamed about having sex with a mysterious man with a hat on so I don't see his face but he had a hot body and definitely knew what he was doing.
I have been abstain from having sex because I prefer to wait until marriage or at least not to jump into bed until I build a connection with that person. I have been doing this for a very long time with much success but lately these craving has been driving me crazy and its stronger than ever before.
I have been focusing on my career so I haven't really put effort into meeting people but once things cool down a bit in a few months, I plan to start dating again and I am so afraid that this new craving is going to impair my judgement. Help??
Anyone has this experience? Please share. I don't know who to talk to about this as this is kind of embarrassing even to my closest friends.
Should I contact that man who I have briefly dated a year ago that I have been having frequent thoughts about? I find it sort of embarrassing since it was so long ago and now to appear out of the blue. Plus, he seem angry at me the last time we made contact so I don't know whether I should apologize. I don't know whether I should tell him I have been thinking about him. Is that creepy? I am afraid of getting rejected and looking stupid.