...but i figure i'd say anyways, thanks for everyone's help in here. i've learned a lot about mistakes, fortunes, and anything else in between about appreciating the opposite sex and people within my circle. i slowly started to heal my broken heart by not allowing myself to fall for anyone ever again. every girl i talk to and plan to talk to i always keep my heart in a locked box. when i realized it, the only way to love is to allow yourself to get hurt. it shows you're human and that you have feelings too. taking the good in with the bad. but anyways, ya, no point in my story, just that i wanted to say thanks.
and ya i'm seeing someone new, she's awesome, i'm still getting to know her, we get along, it's not like the ones previous to her, i can actually tolerate her and her mannerisms. in a way, she makes my soul happy. when it was sad before. but ya, things are good. life is always tough but being happy makes it easier to get through it. don't take anything for granted.