Help - breakup is tearing me apart

[Blazin Trav]

Okay well I went out with this girl after a few hangouts. 3 days after meeting her she started saying "so when are you going to make it offical?"

Anyways (from her journal):
I talked to "her ex" a few times yesterday. "Her ex" was really glad that I broke it off with Trav, he didn't like that I had a boyfriend. hahah. I guess it didn't really matter tho, cuz I was usually wishing that Trav was "her ex"...no one tell him that. lol. I'm just not over "her ex", and so it's better for me to have broken it off with Trav before he got all attached and shit, right? I dunno. I would have been leading him on if I had stayed with him. And this is why "her ex" didn't like him and me being together...yeah right, "her ex". lol.

I put "her ex" in place of his name for privacy reasons.

Anyways she keeps calling me and in a way I want to move on, but she wants to go to my prom. What's up with her? I'd love to take someone else to my prom but I feel obligated to take her to mine because I still think about her, etc.

Arg. Can someone help? Ditch her or work it out...

[bohemiandonut]

What? Who are YOU in this menage of crazy titles? Trav?

[Blazin Trav]

What? Who are YOU in this menage of crazy titles? Trav?

Yes, Trav = me.

[misombra]

how did you get to reading her journal?

[Blazin Trav]

how did you get to reading her journal?

Because I'm her friend?

We worked it out. We're going to each other's proms and I feel like she just needs time before we get back together.

-Trav

[gutted]

got think like that... you might build yourself up into a fulse sense of sucurity, you will get hurt if that doesnt happen. think of it as great being mates and anything more coming out of it would be a big bonus

[Blazin Trav]

got think like that... you might build yourself up into a fulse sense of sucurity, you will get hurt if that doesnt happen. think of it as great being mates and anything more coming out of it would be a big bonus

Well actually I like how it is right now as friends we laugh a lot and whatnot, it also means I can talk to other girls without feeling guilty. Apparently she wants to get to know me better and then we can get back together, at least according to her.