happy new year everbody
well this is whats going on with me lately. ive been dating for more than 1 year with my gf. we get along well, not great. i told before here that sometimes can get obssessed and rather tries to control me the same time she is always concerned of how much money she has and how much mercedes her dad drives. well weve argued a couple weeks ago but she apologized and everythings fine. i thougt! well i came back to school from christmas holidays and the same reaction happens every time i look at this gorgeous girl that is sit right next to my table . me and the girl are friends, get on well and talk many times. she doesnt know that im completely obsessed with her, every time i look at her i feel like grabbing her and do whatever i want to. i would like to ask her out on a date, or to become closer to her everytime i see her drunk at the club () but i just cant cause i have a girlfriend! and im afraid to lose her. but things can get even worse because i dont know if this girl feels anything for me (probably she doesnt). i just dont wanna end up alone because of this kiddish thoughts of mine. help me out girls i know u understand me