Is it worth waiting to see...??

[Amma_12]

Ive been with my boyfriend for nearly a year now. We have a great connection. Hes kind, caring, honest and loyal. But theres one thing...he doesn't like taking me out and when he does he acts completely different, he seems uncomfortable and at times gives me the idea that he doesnt want to be out with me. He acts weird and out of place and it makes things really awakward. Its gone to the point that i feel akward and uncomfortable around him when were out. All i do is just keep to myself becaue that's only thing i can do. He plans holidays fun things with his friends but never with me. He doesn't invite me to a social gathering that he goes to. Every time i question him on why im not invited he always says it's a boys thing. Hes always excited when doing things with his friends but when it comes down to doing stuff me with its different, the energy is not the same at all. He makes me feel as if i am forcing him in taking me out hence why he acts he way he does. On top of that he is not affectionate when were out together. There are times where ive tried to hold his hand or hold on to his arm and he will slightly pull away. When were walking he doesnt like to walk beside me. He will either try and walk a little abit ahead of me or walk apart from me. He wouldnt hug or kiss me in public unless hes drunk. Its made me loose slight confidence in myself its makes me feel insecure. Ive spoken to him about this his and hes made me aware that hes not a affectionate person - which doesnt make any sense because when were at home hes is super affectionate. Picture this - super awkward, weird distant when out, soon as we head home becomes clingy and affectionate all of a sudden. Its very difficult to adjust to. I really doubt his feelings towards me i mean who wouldn't?. Maybe he doesnt like me as i think he does. This is making me miserable the fact that i have to see him go out with his friends and do all these fun stuff and i dont get any of that. Mind you i dont have any friends so unfortunately i dont have any to do fun stuff with. What should i do?? Please give me advice.

[eyesurgeon]

Positively speaking he has trouble with PDA and hence how he acts however negatively speaking you know, he has something to hide and hence

[Amma_12]

Thank you so much!