so i am being honest here
i was going through the worst phase of life and used to drink heavily,my wife tried to stop me from drinking,but i was furious,full of stress and started to abuse her and sometimes beat her
it became my daily routine.
that poor women just took all the abuses,i don't know why but she never called the cops.(she could have done that if she wanted)
wife-beating become a game for me ,until recently when i saw my wife crying alone ,i was drunk on that day too,i saw the fear and agony on my wife's face and it was horrible,i asked myself "what am i doing,relieving stress by drinking and beating my wife ?"
from that day onwards i stopped drinking(it takes a lot of effort) and abuse.
abuse lasted for 2 weeks or so
she still talks to me sometimes ,sleep with me even after so much abuse but she is not what she used to be,she always remain sad and scared ,her great smile is lost forever.I sense that she's withdrawn from me emotionally as a result
i feel very bad for her and for all my wrong doings,i want to change everything,i want that woman back who i used to love.
it was all my fault and my drinking habits
,i will never forgive myself
how to get that wonderful lady back?
please help me someone