Hi there, I need something from a guy's own point of view. Playboy's views are much more appreciated. I have only had one bf since birth and after 7 years, we had to go LDR because of his overseas job. I was bound to fly somewhere separate myself and during that time I decided to do wild crazy things before finally getting serious about everything - love and career. Then I met someone here back home. A colleague who flirted a lot. I became adventurous myself and rode along with his antics until I finally developed feelings for him. He told me the feeling was mutual and we sort of started dating and exchanged sweet text messages despite knowing that we both had relationships. He was also on LDR.
I was contented being that way. Just plain flirting until he kissed me despite my protests. Then the intimacy deepened into heavier make out sessions.
My overseas job had problems and so my trip was postponed. When I told him that, he suddenly turned cold on me and he stopped being sweet. But on random occasions he sneaks up and makes out with me again. I can't help but think that he is plainly operating on lust and I hated that. We are really good friends when we are not intimate. I don't know what he feels for me. He gets jealous when someone else is near me, or when my bf calls me.
I don't think I'm up for Friends with benefits thing. I want out but I don't want to ruin a good friendship. I also still wanna make sense out of what is between us. I never asked because he would tease me about it.
I need to at least understand first before I finally move on with my life. I need help on falling out of love from him.