I'm being labelled as a psycho, having to face ironic answers without having offended the person prior to his/her post... Better to work things myself. Seeds don't grow in infertile soil.
I'll take the things I learned from you all, which were a lot, and I'm thankful for that. It was nice while it lasted without it becoming too uncomfortable for me. I'm sorry for any misunderstandings.
This account will last while the forum exists so I'll come back once I have good news to share. I hope it's soon.
For now, farewell.