MSN convo with friend...

[BillyGalbreath]

William says: dude
William says: can I ask you a question ?
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: sweet
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: what?
William says: lets say you meet this chick form the net - and you are tlaking to her online on aim and such then you start talking on the phone and things are going great - so far she seems like the perfect woman. but you dont know if its real because its the net... (wait there's more)
William says: and you also know there is a girl here in Pasadena that you hang with all the time and are getting closer to everyday and stuff and now you are starting to kiss her and get pretty close to her (but not too close) and (wait there's more)
William says: and the girl that you know online wants to come visit you in person and if things work out good then move in with you - but all at the same time this girl here in town is getting extremely jealous of said internet chick and she is trying harder to get your attention from said internet chick..... (wait here's the question)..
William says: What the hell would you do ?
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: which do you have a better chance of gettin laid with?
William says: well thats the tricky part
William says: let me explain...
William says: internet chick is constantly trying to get me to have phone sex with her and wants to "**** my brains out" when she gets here - and the chick here in town was the one that was pushing me away a few weeks ago and now is trying to pull me closer seeing that my attention have averted from her to said internet chick...
William says: so really - to answer that question... idk who would put out...
William says: lol
William says: BUT - thats not my reasoning behind chasing either of these chicks
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: i know..
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: the one you have the better chance with....
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: DUMP HER
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: shes the slut
William says: haha
William says: internet chick
William says: haha
William says: you're right dude
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: thats probably some dude from jersey anyway
William says: no no no - we've cam'ed and talked on the phone
William says: she's hot
William says: and local chick is hot too, but in a punk rock chick way
William says: internet chick is stuck up rich hot
William says: totally opposites from each other
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: the local one id dump just because shes back and forth...
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: she didnt want you now she does
William says: yeah - well what if this internet thing is just a big game ?
William says: I've had a chick do a game like this on me before
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: eh.. get naked pictures.. thats all that counts
William says: i already do
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: once you have them shes screwed
William says: haha
William says: well she's not modest at all
William says: and if i had her body i wouldnt be modest either
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: * It's all about the photoshop and the crazy little thing called the internet
William says: but webcam
William says: live webcam
William says: we've talked on it
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: you record her stripping??
William says: no
William says: lol
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: do it..
William says: haha
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: then shes really farked
William says: i'm not in it for porn dude

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William says: thats one of her in a swimsuit
William says: no nudity

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William says: and thats my fav pic of her
William says: head shot
William says: no nudity
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: resend it
William says: hmm - i'll try that last one again
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William says: thats internet chick
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: stuck up rich bitch your right
William says: now i will show you local chick
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William says: thats local chick playing guitar
William says: oh and thats a pic from in my room
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: kinda cute
William says: and little man at the bottom left is Erick
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: rooms farked but shes cute
William says: haha
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says:
William says: both girls are 18
William says: internet chick turns 19 nov 15
William says: local chick turns 19 may
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: mmmm.. amatuer porn age....
William says: hahaha
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: we can make some money yo
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: mo money mo money mo money
William says: i aint like that
William says: lol
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: you would tho...
William says: let me give you my ex's number
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: haha
William says: she will prolly do nudity for you to sell

Sending of "destine.bmp" to Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. has failed.

William says: thats ex
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: seen her
William says: ah
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: in fact, you showed off her tits 2 wks after you got together
William says: hahaha
William says: yeah - she's not a modest one at all
William says: hard to believe that she turned stripper on me
William says: lol
William says: thats sarcasm, btw
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: im sure you found her at a butt naked
William says: nope
William says: i found her while i was laying in bed with Robin
William says: she walked into my room and her brother introduced her to robin and I
William says: i was with her not 3 weeks later
William says: then not a week later she was pregnant by me
William says: hahaha
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: she knew that soon?
William says: i knew
William says: i could see it
William says: i'm good like that
William says: oh wait no
William says: no no no
William says: i noticed like two months into it
William says: but we calculated it back to a week after we got together
William says: basically the first time we had sex
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: You need to put the silver bullets away and shoot a few blanks...
William says: i thought about going to a doctor for that
William says: i dont want anymore kids
William says: i wouldnt mind shooting blanks the rest of my life
William says: I'm only 20 years old, but i've had my fill with kids already
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: no.. then you dont fire anything off
William says: no no no
William says: they tie something or something
William says: but you do shoot
William says: they just all dead
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: well.. not any thing major
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: its just the liuqid no sailors
William says: yeah
William says: still feels just a good shooting them off i hear
William says: haha
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: why the f**k am i discussing this??
William says: idk
William says: its kinda creepish
William says: haha
William says: ok back to the original question...
William says: should i choose a chick just yet ? or keep them both going until i have to make a choice... or will that just ruin all chances with both ?
William says: and if i choose one - which will i choose
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: itll screw both and i cant choose for you
William says: well if you were me who would you choose ?
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: but still get high quality full frontals and they both cant screw you over too bad
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: neither
William says: you'd keep both, eh ?
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: dump em both
William says: huh ?
William says: why ?
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: ones a complete slut, the other only wants you cause shes jealous.
William says: well ****ing hell
William says: i'm screwed again then
William says: i dont want to walk away empty handed here
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: if i know you as well as i do.. you wont...
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says:
William says: haha ! and whats that supposed to mean ? hmm ?
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: i can just hear you know... * this is my rifle this is my gun...*
William says: haha
William says: ok good talk man
William says: thanks for clearing some things up for me
William says: talk to ya later
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: c ya

[BillyGalbreath]

now - the blank spots are smilies...

the convo kinda got side tracked towards the end...

ANYWAYS...

He helped alot.. but idk.. I kinda didnt like his answer to my mess of a situation.. So here i am again.. Trying to get it cleared up.. So I am asking you all whom actually read that to tell me how it should end. What should I do ?

[Kiechi]

No such thing as perfect. I say go with the chick in town.

[tooxshort]

Billy ... I know this is gonna sound rather demanding, but could u bold out the names so I can follow? I'm an idiot! =)

[Fawn]

Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: dump em both
William says: huh ?
William says: why ?
Robert (JP) If it aint fixed now, sod it. says: ones a complete slut, the other only wants you cause shes jealous.
William says: well ****ing hell
William says: i'm screwed again then
William says: i dont want to walk away empty handed here

Sometimes the best thing to do is leave empty handed. I agree with your friend. The one DOES sound like a slut and the other seems to be it JUST because she doesn't have all the attention anymore.

You can do a lot better then that!!!

[BillyGalbreath]

well i think things have worked themselves out for the most part.

***UPDATE***
said internet chick got pissed at me yet AGAIN for some stupid reason while i was in a chatroom with all her friends. I think it was mainly because her friends started to talk to me more than her. idk - some stupid shit like that.

Ok, so I get her alone in IM and try to talk to her about everything. I tried to explain to her that if she wants a relationship to just come on out and say it. And that for a relationship to work there MUST be communication and all that good stuff... She remained silent for a good portion of this conversation, if you even want to call it a conversation... Ok, so.. she says a few things but the bottom line is that she didnt talk enough and i just took it the way it was.. I told her "its obvious you made a choice here.. so i guess it my turn to make a choice. goodbye". And that was that - she signed off shortly after i sent that message...

Now about local chick. Seeing how she is acting the way she is about everything. I think i will just cut things with her anyways. Even tho said internet chick is gone.

I am just tired of all these games. Its all stupid high school drama. I'm tired of it all. So **** them all.

I'm just going to remain single. I dont need to worry about pleasing someone by buying her things all the time (local chick), or keeping her interested by showing attention to other chicks (local chick), or having to watch everything i say and do so i dont piss her off (internet chick), or even have stupid ass phone sex just to "do what we can with what we have" (internet chick)... There is just too gawd damn much crap with all of this shit.

I am tired of begging someone to stay when they dont want to. I am tired of fighting with someone over stupid shit. I am tired of looking for a woman. I am tired of it all.

I'm just going to sit back and do what i do best. Just be me. Everything around me can do what it pleases - I'm here and I'm fine. I dont need this shit.