How can I be castrated?

[anastasis]

Hi everyone. I'm a normal, healthy male in his 30s. I'm straight as an arrow and physically attracted to women. Have been all my life. I think they are aesthesically pleasing and perfect in every way.

But I have a problem. I can't stand them. I know that this may just sound typical or bitter, but with me it has gone far beyond that. I am finished with them. I'm to the point that I cannot even hardly bear to hear a woman speak about anything. In fact, it's actually to the point that when a woman even says anything to me, I feel like vomiting. Literally.

I think that the women I have seen in my culture and life experience have been nothing but poison to me all my life. I have never even once had a good lasting relationship with a woman. I've tried to really receive counseling and see if it is something I'm doing. I've finally figured it out after all these years. I'm a nice guy. That's the problem. I'm also moral. I'm logical and honest. And I find that none of those qualities are very appealing to women that I find physically attractive. It never ends. And I'm tired. I am worn out. I am exhausted with trying to find a spouse or even a woman I can tolerate for more than 2 weeks. It's just not going to happen. I and women of today's society just don't live in the same universe. We are completely incompatible in world view. We may be sexually compatable, but that really doesn't ever amount to much as I simply cannot stand any of them. I believe that most are ammoral trolips. And I am physically attracted to them, but not spiritually or mentally attracted to them at all. In fact, when it comes to those qualities, I absolutely, in my being despise their very existance. Truly and wholly. I hate everything they do, everything they say, everything they represent and everything they don't represent in the world today. I find absolutely no use or value in a female at all except for a temporary aesthetic that is in itself meaningless, yet pleasnat. Other than that, I have no the slightest use or desire for them. I find them actually less than useless when it comes to any social and friendship value. I have no need for them or desire for them. I can cook. I can clean. I can keep my home in order. I can work. I can be happy. And I can do all of that free from a female human who is only going to give me years of grief and heartache. I do not accept them the way they are. I will not and cannot accept them the way they are. That would be lowering myself and injuring myself. And I never find my actual counterpart. I no longer even believe she exists. I honestly see female humans as alien beings at this point, with whom I have not the slightest thing in common. They are like backdrops and phantasms that aren't even real. Sirens, shades, delusions, smoke and mirrors. Utter vanity and emptiness.

The situation is never going to change because it is universal. I simply have taken a stand. I will no longer take any sh*t at all from any female human ever again as long as I live. I'm prepared to accept being alone. The issue that I have is that I also want to get rid of useless sexual feelings of arousel that remind me of these useless, career worshipping, insidious, insatiable, immoral, wretched gold digging social leaches that I loathe to the core with every fiber of my being. I want to be castrated and just end it. I just want all the pain to stop and go away. I want it to be over so that I can get on with my work and be and do something useful. I want to be a Eunich and be happy again. And I want no b*tch or even thought of a b*tch getting in the way. I know that many will simply give the usual answer of it being my problem. I do not accept that. I will not accept that. And the reason is that the vast majority of women today have been brainwashed by socialist propaganda nearly their entire lives in a calculated engineered method to produce the very results that I am experiencing. Women are not a heaven to me, they are a living hell. And since I cannot commit mass genocide to rid myself of their plague on me, I choose to simply cut off my balls to rid myself of any physical feeling for them. It's simply the next logical step as I already have no emotional feeling left for them. I both blaim women and will continue to blaim them. Because it is in fact their fault. And I for one am not going to accept giving even one of them another cop out. I'm done with playing women's game. Done.

I have no idea where to start. I would appreciate some real advise from anyone who has knowledge on this subject and how I can seek medical services to be clinically castrated and end these years of misery and frustration. Thank you.

[michelle23]

What exactly do you hate so much? Not all women are the same.. what is your idea of a perfect woman?

As for castration-Im not sure if doctors will agree to it. They normally wont even allow a woman to have her tubes tied unless she already has like 4 kids and is over a certain age..

And what if you got the op and then met someone who was amazing.. its irreversible. You could regret it for the rest of your life. Plus castration doesnt get rid of sexual attraction or arousal. You would just have a lower sex drive

[isolde.darling]

Maybe it's because you're a bit weird. :\ don't take things so seriously and have fun. i'm a woman and i know some of us are exactly as you described but there are also some good ones out there. it's the same thing with men. don't lose hope. you'll find her. OR if you're really set, then no one can stop you from castrating yourself. just do what you have to do.

[Wakeup]

. I know that this may just sound typical

It doesn't sound the least little bit "typical." There is something wrong with you and I suggest you get psychological councelling to get to the bottom of it.

[anastasis]

Typical answers from typical women, none of which does anything to address the question and all of which only reinforces my desire for castration. I'm looking for anyone who has any knowledge on the medical end of it. Not a bunch of brainwashed automatons and mindless trend followers who are going to further insist upon their passive aggresive feminist transferance and guilt projection upon men.

[isolde.darling]

if you are looking for medical knowledge, see a doctor, don't hang out on love forums for pete's sake. -__-

[anastasis]

if you are looking for medical knowledge, see a doctor, don't hang out on love forums for pete's sake. -__-

This is the health forum section. It stands to reason that someone might know something about the subject, you idiot. Get out of my face and don't give me a lecture.

[Valixy]

Some people are happier on their on their own than in a relationship. It's no big deal. Many lived in celibacy before and many more will. The real lucky people are not those who follow the crowds but those who find their own formula of happiness: being that following the general model or not. Whatever your idea of happiness is, there is no need to castrate yourself, undergoing such a painful procedure that would most definitely have very serious physical and psychological consequences. Why would you make yourself an incomplete human being just because you aren't interested in women anymore?

You should listen to some testimonies on female genital mutilation, unfortunately still practiced in some African countries, or any kind of amputation, to understand just how much something like this alters a human being's life forever.

[anastasis]

Some people are happier on their on their own than in a relationship. It's no big deal. Many lived in celibacy before and many more will. The real lucky people are not those who follow the crowds but those who find their own formula of happiness: being that following the general model or not. Whatever your idea of happiness is, there is no need to castrate yourself, undergoing such a painful procedure that would most definitely have very serious physical and psychological consequences. Why would you make yourself an incomplete human being just because you aren't interested in women anymore?

You should listen to some testimonies on female genital mutilation, unfortunately still practiced in some African countries, or any kind of amputation, to understand just how much something like this alters a human being's life forever.

You're wrong. You don't just 'become' void of sexual arousal. It is a truth that castration will take sex drive down to nearly nill. And that's what I'm going for. I don't want to think about women. I don't want to have to undergo the physiological drive to even have to think about women. I want it all gone. The only way I'm going to be happy is to get rid of the one and only last thing that attracts me to women today at all--my own penis and balls. I would rather be rid of them than date a woman today.

[Wakeup]

Typical answers from typical women, none of which does anything to address the question and all of which only reinforces my desire for castration. I'm looking for anyone who has any knowledge on the medical end of it. Not a bunch of brainwashed automatons and mindless trend followers who are going to further insist upon their passive aggresive feminist transferance and guilt projection upon men.

I think you should lop off your head and just leave your ballzzzz alone.

[anastasis]

I think you should lop off your head and just leave your ballzzzz alone.

I think you need to stop trolling this thread as the question was asked in all seriousness and honesty.

If you don't have any advice or knowledge on the subject of where I could begin to get answers, you need to get the h*ll out of this thread.

[Valixy]

You're wrong. You don't just 'become' void of sexual arousal. It is a truth that castration will take sex drive down to nearly nill. And that's what I'm going for. I don't want to think about women. I don't want to have to undergo the physiological drive to even have to think about women. I want it all gone. The only way I'm going to be happy is to get rid of the one and only last thing that attracts me to women today at all--my own penis and balls. I would rather be rid of them than date a woman today.

You're wrong, your sexual organs respond to your brain command, that's where sexuality really resides.

You don't destroy the body because you can't take control of it, do you? We're a bit more evolved now and understand human nature better than centuries ago. You transform your energies, you learn to employ them. Sexual energy can be transformed for different purposes, priests do it, yogis do it, some human activists, and great artists and scientists too. Now, that is the correct challenge for you.

[Wakeup]

I think you need to stop trolling this thread as the question was asked in all seriousness and honesty.

If you don't have any advice or knowledge on the subject of where I could begin to get answers, you need to get the h*ll out of this thread.

I don't need to do anything then to give you my advice which was that you get yourself to a psychiatrist because you have apparent issues that need attending to.

You've bopped the bishop and hence yourself into a mental breakdown.

[anastasis]

You're wrong, your sexual organs respond to your brain command, that's where sexuality really resides.

You don't destroy the body because you can't take control of it, can you? We're a bit more evolved now and understand human nature better than centuries ago. You transform your energies, you learn to employ them. Sexual energy can be transformed for different purposes, priests do it, yogis do it, some human activists, and great artists and scientists too. Now, that is the correct challenge for you.

Bullsh*t and irrelevant to the issue. I'm talking about a historically sexually active person. And no, you don't just shut off long standing chemical pathways and responses one day. I know what it is going to require. And didn't ask you whether or not it would require that. You might assume that if a person is at the point I'm at, they may have given it some thought, for a great number of years.

Now, unless you're going to address the question with some relevant information, be gone.

[Wakeup]

In fact, it's actually to the point that when a woman even says anything to me, I feel like vomiting. Literally.

have you vomited yet?