Love or just a game??
Hello everyone
I have just finished high school and heading to my new university.
In High school i was in loved with a girl(from the start of it). In the first year we started a relationship but i ended it in 3 days (very stupid ) After that i asked her to stay friend and she agreed. We become best friends but at the end of the year i fell in love with her. Unfortunatly she found someone else. I remained her best friend but my heart hurt everytime she was talking about him. In the begining of second year she told me that she broke up with so i took advantage and tell her my feelings for her. She just said we should be friends. Among the year i chase her but she never told me that she was still in love with her ex. She told me 4 months later and i stopped talking to her for a months until i forget her so we started talking again. In the summer i met another girl and that make her jealous. The summer had passed and we weren't talking much but i clearly remember that she told me i had change. In this year(the third and the last) i had to read for my entry to university so i didn't give her much attetion until 6 february when she told me she is in love with me. That night we were kissed and be together. Unfortunatly the may was the month of my exams so we didn't go out. When i finished my exams she told me that all that time she was feeling that she didn't had a bf so i told her we should break up. After three days we couldn't resist so we both decided to take a ''break''. We were talking until one day we went to the beach so i kissed her and she gave back. Also that night we kissed again. I thought everything was fine but days after she seemed not to care. All the summer she was reading for the exams that are coming in the may(in greece we have to study from summer :'() so i believe she is hiding behind them. When i was talking about us she was telling me that i lean on her and i should better leave it. So for the last 3 weeks i was talking to her only when she was talking to me. It's been 2 months since we are in ''break'' and this is the last week of her study. I don't know what to do.
sI love her so much that i can't tell her. She means a lot for me. Any advice??
When your heart is confused, use your mind!!