Hi,

First of all, I'm 19, in college, and have never kissed a girl. In everyday life, I'm usually sheltered. My friends have no idea I'm a virgin. Well, you have a rough idea. Since I was 16, I've been liking this girl. She's also very sweet and sheltered, and she has a lot of good friends.

I saw her go to prom with 3 different guys (all nice guys btw) from 10 to the 12th grade. Bottomline, I've been through a tough time in high school. And now, even though she's at a different college, I still think about her everyday. We're friends, but not we're not really close. She knows I have at least a little bit of feelings about her. I've tried to make moves, and she has only respectfully declined. I don't know if she's a late bloomer with boys, or she has someone else in mind.

To be blatantly honest, it's very hard for me to imagine myself without this girl in the future. I have tried real hard to push her out of my mind by talking to other girls, working hard in school, playing a lot of sports, etc. I don't think I'll be able to find some else like her. At the same time, I also want the best for her, and there are literally hundreds of well rounded eligible bachelors at her school. I constantly pray that I will resolve this issue and be able to look forward to the future again, as oppose to living in fear of another heartbreak. Hopefully, you guys can give me some pointers.