Life has gotten a little too crazy to handle at the moment.
I really hate it. I feel like i need to get rid of a lot of negativity...and i don't know how.
My ex and i have recently started to really part ways. I miss him and love him still but i'm sick of who he is right now. Which is an uncaring, immature asshole. And as i have mentioned i met a new guy in one of my classes and have been seeing him for a while. Things have gotten more serious but we've already decided to an uncommitted relationship since he is leaving in three months to a university about 6 hours away....somehow i find my whole family pissed off at me right now which makes my living situation really shitty. I wrecked my car in an accident on sunday in which i was very much sober and now my car is screwed. I've had friends that have been very flaky lately and i guess it just tells me who my real friends are.
oh and not to mentioned i found out my ex cheated on me with this bitch that i used to call my friend. He feels disgusted with himself because she is probably one of the ugliest females ever...but being drunk was apparently a good enough excuse to have sex with my now ex friend at a party in a room full of ppl.
he makes me feel sick..........That's not even half of it. oh so many twists but i won't get into the details. it would be TMI.
someone shoot me...seriously i feel like my life is back to square one and a lot of things are ****ed up. i really just wanna pack my bags and leave my state for a while....