I decided what to do this summer

[DoesntMatter]

I'm going home. I can't stand being at school any longer with so girls around me, it really hurts too much and has making me more depressed lately. Instead, I'll spend the summer volunteering in the hospital and other forms of volunteer activities and also help my sister move in to her place in DC. I'm also gonna see if I can shadow my uncle for a week, he teachers surgery at a top medical school

I'm also gonna work out a TON. I'll have 14 works and starting with my first day back I;m working on muscles, a 6pack, all that stuff, to aid in the hunt when I come back to school. Because if I feel anything like how I felt a couple weeks ago before I started feeling like shit again, I'm gonna get a girlfriend. But yes, I am going to dedicate myself to that

I'm also going to probably wrap up this account and not come back until I get a girlfriend or something. Most of the worst decisions I've ever made in my life were while under some kind of depreessed or distorted outlook stemming from a lack of womanly affection in my life. And you know waht exacerbates it? Hugely? This forum. That's nothing at all of anyones fault, thats the nature of this place. I'm just sick and fuccking tired of reading about peoples love and sex. The feelings things like this give me have caused me to to so many stupid things that I really just need to avoid it as much as I can, and with a 14 week summer coming up if I can't afford to be put in that state of mind, it just leads me to trouble

So its nothing personal, I just need to leave cause hearing about all the above mentioned stuff just makes me feel horrible or weird and do dumb things under the influence of those feelings

I had a really good excuse to leave before but people were like "Naw". Well, in this case I'm giving an honest excuse

[doppelgaenger]

I know how you feel. I am actually missing home much more than I thought I would. I'd love to just cast a line and catch a few big ones, you know? And it sucks because I can't even lift a 2 plate without having to pay admission.

**** the women. Enjoy your summer dude.

[Sonrisa]

why the heck would you want a gf? didn't you hear enough complaints from the men here?

[Junket]

Some things you just need to do on your own.

[Mish]

Yeh, like falling off the bicycle, you need to know what it feels like. It's kinda like that.

[Aeradalia]

Sometimes it's best to not know you can fall off a bicycle... or else you may never even try.

That might be your problem... you know from reading all the threads here all the ways in which a relationship can fail... that it may be affecting you subconsciously. All you can really do is try your best and go from there. The rest is 'hands on' learning.

[vashti]

I hope you have a nice summer. I will miss you.

[Junket]

Sometimes it's best to not know you can fall off a bicycle... or else you may never even try.

That might be your problem... you know from reading all the threads here all the ways in which a relationship can fail... that it may be affecting you subconsciously. All you can really do is try your best and go from there. The rest is 'hands on' learning.

This is so true.

I wish you knew me before I joined AmeriCorps and got a girlfriend.

Vash might remember what I was like then.

[Charlie Boy II]

Sometimes it's best to not know you can fall off a bicycle... or else you may never even try.

That might be your problem... you know from reading all the threads here all the ways in which a relationship can fail... that it may be affecting you subconsciously. All you can really do is try your best and go from there. The rest is 'hands on' learning.

I think the problem for DM is that hearing so many people talk about relationships on this site is an ongoing reminder that he isn't in one himself.

I don't think it's because it's making him scared of getting his heart broken, or whatever.