Well, I'm 16 and he's 17.. He has a job which of course is great and i don't mind that! But lately hes been over working, when its not really neccersery. He has exams to revise for so he's had to have time for them also. But he's always been them one of them that let you down a lot.. i'm so used to it now everytime he makes plans with me i think he's going to cancell!
His work even told him he works to much, and he grabs to many opertunitys. I know he has too work , and its money. But he needs time for me too. When ever they cal him when he's got plans with me, he'll cancell me so he can go in, even though the place he works has so many people for standbye. I love the fact he's making money, and i don't have a problem with that. But i'm sick of feeling second to everything with him, it's like an honor to see my own boyfriend! He doesn't book many days off. And when hes not in work i'll get to see him now an then or he has to revise.
Yesturday he invited me to his for a dinner his mom was going to cook, i look forward to seeing his family alsoo.. and i got all ready, told my mom not to do me any tea. was just about to leave the house and he text me saying "babe, i'm sorry work just rang .. " so i said, " and your going to go in?." and he told me yes we had a huge arguement he made me feel bad like he couldn't work at all, but its the fact he just did that too me, i'd never just do that too him.. I cancell so many things to him i just feel like i make so much more effort. (Yes i've let him no all of this) and i'm so sick of being cancelled on, and him getting my hopes up and cancelling things with my girls then having to stay in like usual!
so i told him too not bothering making plans again because im sick of being upset and feeling like this. he told me it was harsh and how much he didnt want to loose me and how much he loved me. but its the same old, im there crying on an average of 3 times a week, and to be quite honest it don't feel to bloody great. i also said to not bother texting me. I've ignored his texting since, so i haven't talked to him all day.. Should i text him? What should i do, i just don't no what to do with all this anymore?
thank youu xx