when you break up with someone who was really special and they wont talk to you and it looks like you wont even be friends or talk to eachother, what do you do?
you try to forgetabout her right? especially if youve tried? when u've told her you are sry for how it was and you put up with all their shit? you give up and find someone else, right?
well thats what happened to me... im really depressed. i feel like there is nothing to do, i feel doomed. you all know how i feel. i think i was a bit obsessed with her, so it mightve hurt me more than normal. wel im trying to forget about her. i shoulda a long time ago.
what are things that can help forget? i did my homework today and played guitar and stuff and talked to other friends and yesterday i even hung out with some other girls who really like me a lot(even tho i dont like them like that) and i still feel sorta bad. the worst thing was i called her mom to clear up somethings between me and her mom and her mom told me that i was abusive and she tried to get me to promise her to see a counselor. and i dont think i need a counselor and neither does any of my friends. now i would think differently if she wasnt the only person thinking i need that. but yea. i think my ex needs the counselor, not me. she is abusing me. she still is. and i never tried to control her but i did tell her my opinions. i never tried to get her to think differently. god, whatever.
and ima give it a week before i start going for some other girls. there is already 3 that i have in mind. 1 of them is my ex's EXbest-friend. but yea.
help me forget