This thread doesn't exactly have a purpose, just sayin hi and tellin u guys about what's been going on.
First off yesterday morning was insanity....well our grand opening was yesterday but we'll get into that after. I woke at about five to my parents, well more like my padre freaking the fcuk out because he is super over zealously jealous and controlling to my mom. The argument had started the day before and well let's just say i was aggravated because whenever he drinks when in a bad mood he starts stupid bs arguments with anyone who pisses him off. My brother sort of broke it up and i started arguing with my mom(it was a good argument though and needed). Then my dad comes upstairs and starts shit with my mom again so this time i got fed up and yelled at my parents to stop arguing and they wouldn't......so i started yellling at the top of my lungs. He didn't take it well and got in my face and almost hit me which pissed my mom off more because she didn't want to argue. And by this time we almost had to leave and get ready for our opening while my dad got progressively more psychotic and was trying to scare us by loading his gun. I'm not even joking.
REWIND TO THE DAY BEFORE: i had stayed at worked later than usual since the store was a mess so i got out awhile after 11pm. Well i finally got a mesage from that guy i was bummed about. Even though i was pissed i guess was stoked to hear from him. I told you guys i was bummed because we weren't talking and i knew he was coming back to town on the 1st this month from college to visit. Well he tells me he's leaving the day after tomorrow.
Back to yesterday morning. My parents had pushed the opening date so early, nobody really felt prepared and we were missing a few things from the menu. So EVERYONE was stressed. We left early since there was still lots to do before we opened. And well let's say the ENTIRE day we were all running around like chickens with our heads cut off. There was so many ppl and it got way backed up. By around 7pm we had sold out of pho, curry, pork chops and others. But my mom wouldn't let us close.
But we were still quite busy...and i was exhausted, did not eat until today and did not even get to sit until around 7-8pm yesterday.
So the my ex was texting me back from the day before since i said it'd be nice to see him and asked if he wanted to meet up after work and he said yes. Well after the hectic day i really felt like i literally had given birth through my feet and i needed an epidural after i worked for 14 hours. lol. So i went home after work and took a little shower and met up with him for a bit. I'm glad a saw him, we kissed but nothing else. I still think he's an asshole and even more so after last night even though I was glad to see him. He made it clear what he wanted if you know what i mean and it was hard to resist especially since i still have feelings for him, i try to act like i'm not all THAT interested and his body was looking more amazing than ever. I told him i should leave since it was getting late and even though i was feeling very lustful i told myself no. He left today....and well i worked for another 12 hours today and am exhausted. And still quite lonesome. I really miss my good friends.