hi im new here, my story i basically went out with my best friend for 4 years, on and off.
i had this crazy fight and broke off 2 months ago, knowing we would be back. however this time he did say sorry nor tried to get me back. he started going out more and more with friends and dating multiple people. so i told him to never call nor text me cause i had to move on, however he would text me i miss you and love you.
anyway, last thursday he told me i broke it off with his current date. and i finally found hope so asked him to get back, he said lets go slow. yesterday he called me and he accidentally mixed lines and i hered his conversation with his "ex" however they were still dating!
i got pissed and sent an email on behalf of someone else telling that person that he was already dating, i know i did bad however this person played me even after i told him i was so hurt and to stop looking for me.
he stormed crazy into my house and started yelling i ruined his life and that he loved the person i sent the email and that she had cut him off.
i feel so guilty, i know it wasnt right, however it felt almost as if it wasnt me who sent it it was my crazy jealous person and i regret it very much. he says he is going to sue me and tell his dad (my boss) to fire me, and he is going to ruin my life. i mean he was my best friend and he hurts me soo much, now here i am sending emails to this girl telling her to take him back, i feel horrible.
i just want any recommendations on how to fix everything, i am so scared of him right now and regret it. also if someone had founf out that they were playing them, would my behavior not be as crazy?