Crisis of Confidence
I'm not sure why but at the moment i'm having a bit of a crisis of confidence. Entering conversations with strangers or even aquaitences seems a daunting task to me as for some reason I don't feel I can hold a conversation with them, even though I have done so in the past without a second thought.
A girl was clearly trying to get my attention at a club tonight and I thought she was cute too but for some reason I felt I wasn't up to the task even though she was within my league. I know I don't have anything to lose but what the hell.
I also seem to be a bit aggresive lately I keep cursing and being more confronting than normal even snapping at my friends sometimes. I just want to get back to being my normal self...
"Im in love with the planet Im standing on, I cant stop thinking of All the people Ive ever loved, All the people I have lost, All the people Ill never know, All the feelings Ive never shown.
The worlds too big, and lifes too short...
To be alone...
- The The, Lonely Planet