Hello everybody, I am just new here.
I must've been so desperate as to register to a forum to fix my problem. It has never happened to me. I am talking about the dreaded internet love.
It happened one day, just as I was going to quit using messenger, a girl whom I met in another website logged in and we began to talk. For some reason, we hit it on. I liked this girl and I said it to her that time. She said that I was cute too, and we began talking. She would log in almost everyday and we would talk. It got so serious as to mention future marrying and kids.
Well, then the bad thing happened. I accidently discovered her writing some comments about some other dude. I don't know why but I fall in some sort of terrible depression that has not stopped consuming me yet. I told her that and she wrote back saying she was sorry but she still liked me. We still talk even though it is not the same.
I've noticed that this whole thing is getting colder by the day and even though I tell her to tell me if something is wrong, she doesn't. She just tells me I am being paranoid and that.
Now I understand that internet love shouldn't be talking serious but I don't know why I am so stuck into her. I need to have her in front of me, so we can hang out and that. I've also mentioned this to her but she just says "that it is too early".
Despite all this, I feel like this whole thing is not going good, but somehow she says, that she still likes me. I don't know whats going on.
I don't even know why I feel so bad. She seems like an addiction to me. It is like I have to see her everyday. She has her own life to take care but somehow I still want her to give me some time everyday. What's going on?