Guys, I badly need advices from you...
Here's the story, hope you can find time reading this.
Last october, my boyfriend broke up with me telling me he's already tired of me and thinks that the relationship will not work anymore. he's been my boyfriend for almost five years which make it harder for me to accept the fact of the break-up. weeks later, he has another girl. They are working in the same fast food store which i think makes the competition non-winnable for me. For the first few days of the break-up, though I know that he has already another, I still beg for him not to leave me and to patch things up. We reconcile then, but it lasted only for a week, then he broke-up with me again, for the second time around, he dropped me. He told me that he cannot pretend anymore. That I should let him be happy. From that moment on, I feel so miserable. The man I love has left me for another woman. I'm really having a hard time accepting that things change abruptly. Since then, I didn't communicate with him. I give him the space and the time that he needs.
But lately, he started to text me again and I wonder what is his real purpose. It makes things harder for me to forget him since we still do have contacts. but everytime that he replied, IM HAPPY because I know that I still feel the same for him. I mean, nothings change except maybe that he's not mine anymore, that he already belongs to another. It kills me when I'm thinking that he is holding somebody else hands or kiss her the way he used to do with me. I'm bothered if he still wants me. But then, if he really does, why didn't he CHOSE ME... I'm so confused... What should I do... I can't afford to stay this way forever. Please help me... I need your advices. Thank you very much!