Hi,
My ex and I broke up roughly a month ago. We continued to sleep in the same bed a couple of times, have had sex, have said previously that we still love each other. However, all of that began to change after a large row which ended up with me in hospital after coming to the end of my tether and thinking of suicide. After this, I found out that I am pregnant, news which I broke to my ex on Monday..I had the first abortion pill today (I am six weeks along.) He initially reacted badly, claiming that it wasn't his, saying that I'm disgusting and that this is all a trap to keep him in a relationship with me.
Last night and today however, he was speaking with me on snapchat. I am in a lot of physical pain, and the doctors have advised me not to be left alone especially as of Friday when I take the second pill as I will be enduring contractions and extremely heavy bleeding. Three other people know, my housemate and two best friends (a couple who live together) and all three with either be away or working over the weekend so will therefore be unable to stay with me. Essentially, I need my ex right now. The baby was his, he is the only person that I know with a car and who I would feel comfortable in being there with me. However, I don't quite know how to go about asking for his help during this extremely difficult time as he has become so unpredictable and such a different person within the last few weeks. I don't recognise the boy that I loved anymore, and it is rare that he ever comes to me when I need him these days because he simply believes that I am lying to him.
At the moment, I can hardly walk and I know that in the middle of the night I will need him there, as I am not only suffering physically but emotionally I feel torn apart, tormented and just down right disgusted with myself. How do I go about asking for his help without imposing myself or making it look like I'm doing this because I want him back? I'm scared he'll slam the door in my face, and I'll be left to go through this alone