It hurts..
Hey guys. This is what happened to me just. I've just reached the point of depression here. I've known this girl for a few months now and we've had loads of fun, closeness and feelings attached in it. Shes attached to another and i was a so called third party. I knew this from the beginning that shes attached but just decided to go on with it. It was my mistake. I grew to like, then love her. Feelings that weren't supposed to be placed grew. She had a choice between her bf and me and she chose him.
I didnt gave up hope and decided to hold on for a chance with her. She became distant and it hurts me so. Avoiding me for a reason and didnt carry on the closeness we had last time. Finally i msged her and asked her if i meant anything to her. She replied it meant something to her but wanted to keep it as a memory and said its over.
I knew this wouldnt work out well in the first place but i was stubborn and stupid. Went on with it and got hurt bad. I couldnt forget her no matter what but now after what she said to me. I had to lose all hope i had of holding her close to me once more. I really miss and love her but its impossible now. Hurts alot i wanna cry but i wanna hold it back.. hurts.. it really hurts..
We all should look out for the finer things in life~