Don't need advice. I know what I need to do, I just need to vent today. I hate being in love with someone who doesn't feel the same, and likes to distant himself from the world. I'd love more than anything to have our friendship like it was. This guy, being my best friend, I know how he is and why he acts like this. I know I need to go out and do other things, meet other people and enjoy life. I've got a good head on my shoulders, and still excited for any possibilities life has to offer me, but I can't help but feel some sadness in my heart and chest. I miss him. I worry about his safety because he's on deployment. Not only that, but it's been almost a year since I confessed my feelings to him. This time last year, everything was WONDERFUL. All my friends were in one area, and I had the greatest time with my best friend while he was on his leave. He was here for a month. It hurts because I'm an incredibly patient and understanding girl, and knowing his job and how often he'd be gone (including now), I'd still wait for him. I know this isn't the case now since we are definitely not together....I just had to vent.

Gotta keep telling myself to get over it, move on and embrace life. Love stinks.

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