Ladies...
I really need your opinions on this. I'm devasted, confused, hurt, upset, sad all of these emotions.
She is mexican from mexico where i am mexican american, she speaks fluent spanish and good english with an accent and I speak no spanish. She is 31 never been married no kids.
Well in vegas in may she came and saw me and everything clicked..i can feel there was something their. Then I invited her to my grad party for my masters, she was not able to make it but she came to see me all the way from vegas the very next day. It was wonderful we went to the beach, went to dinner, kissed for the first time it was magical. My birthday in august I am home alone for a week. She comes over my house for the week and we become a couple on my birthday it was incredible I never felt this way about a girl in my life. We would call each other everyday and text each other all the day saying we love each other and we want to be together. I flew to vegas a few weeks after my birthday and it seemed to get better and better. We started talking about kids and marriage. She said she has never felt this way about a guy before in her life.
She comes over my house meets my mom and dad, they love her she tells them that she loves me and about us wanting to move in together in the future. She comes over and stays with me and my mom and her bf for thanksgiving . We are holding my cousins babies together and look at each other and say to each other we want to have our children.
She does not let just any guy meet her family as her friends that we stayed over while in vegas told me. I went over to vegas and everything seemed so magical. Her family loved me ,her friends told me this is the first time that her whole family has ever liked a bf that much that she brought over to the house.
I was their from dec 22-jan 1 the last few days we got in a few minor arguments. the rest of the trip and all the times we were together was perfect. one of the arguments is we went to this bar to meet with some of her gay guy friends and at that time she basically ignored me while she talked to her friend in spanish, you know the feeling were you feel you are invisible. I was hurt i was a little teary eyes and she started crying like crazy cause she hurt me.
Well we made up and .NEW YEARS EVE we Hung OUT WITH HER AT HER FAMILIES AND during the new years wish portion, we were looking in each others eyes and you can tell the love was there the smiles the blushing everything.
Well jan 1 she takes me to the airport and i noticed she was a little distant
Thenst few days She was not talking to me as much as before and I thought she might not love me anymore I was worried. She told me don't ever say anything like that, my love for you is forever.