So I've been with my boyfriend for 2 months and a few weeks now. I am so deeply in love with him, I cry about it. The issue with it is that I am extra emotional because of this. To the point where if he pours himself a glass of water, I get really upset if he doesn't ask me if I would like a glass. I get so emotional that it's absolutely ridiculous. We had sex today and afterwards, I cried. My main fear in life is that I will lose him. Absolutely nothing is going wrong in our relationship. In fact, these past few days have been awesome. Tomorrow night he is cooking me dinner and we are going to watch a movie. I imagined once that if we broke up I would quit my job and stop going to school. He doesn't know that and I really don't want him to. I tell him everything but how much I love him. If Brad Pitt was 10 years younger, shirtless, and about to make a move on me; I would reject him! The other thing is it's not like he is the only man I've dated. I am super hot, work at a tanning salon (So I always have a nice tan), and incredibly smart. I easily have another boyfriend. WHAT IS MY PROBLEM?! I don't want to be emotional anymore.