You see, I'm a really unlucky guy when it comes to love. Last week I was talking to a friend of mine, and she really seemed to be liking me and enjoying my company and stuff, she was giving all the signs of being interested in a relationship, until a ''random guy''(her ex) began talking to her, and ''she felt like her heart skipped a beat; she was happy that the guy who hurt her changed''. She hasn't talked to me ever since. Three months ago, a similar thing happened: I was talking to a girl I was trying to get into a relationship with, she was showing lots of interest in me, until she ''discovered a guy worth fighting for, and wasn't giving up on him for nothing''. These two girls now are in a relationship with those guys, who happen to be my two best friends. This really pisses me off, I mean, I feel that love is meant for someone else but not for me, I think I deserve the same opportunity as my two friends, I'm just of a good person as them... This kind of situations really leave me down in the dumps, they give me the feeling that I'm going to die alone with no one by my side... :'(
Now I'm extremely afraid of talking to girls I like, not because I'm afraid of them, I'm just afraid of rejection...