I dated my ex for over 6 months, but I had to break up with him because he was crushing on girls but still saying and meaning that he still loved me. And was changing for the worse.
In the beginning, it was all good, we made promises which were, 'Always love each other no matter what', and 'Don't change'. I never broke them, on the other hand, he did.
He was the last person I'd every suspect of cheating, breaking promises, lying, being mean, etc. He broke the promises, crushed on girls, and lied when he said he'd love me no matter what, no matter what...
It's been a year after the break up. I still think about him everyday. And regret breaking up with him. But I know it was a good choice. But was it worth the pain I am enduring?
I've tried to talk to him in Facebook recently. But he always ended up ending the conversation with a silly excuse. After the break up, he said we could still be friends, but he deleted me off of his MSN. So, on Facebook, he told me he did so because it felt "strange as hell" talking to me.
So... I'm guessing I can't be friends with him. But I don't want to just try to forget him because obviously I can't. I just want to be friends. But he probably doesn't.
I can't move on, let me repeat, I CAN'T MOVE ON, because I love him to much and that I just can't believe he'd do that to me. His zodiac sign is a Cancer aswell, so that just makes me even more confused. (Cancer-Male = Emotional, sensitive, loving, caring, generous, etc).
He lives in a different province in Canada, if he lived where I was, I would definitly find him and talk to him.
It was a long distance relationship, which was hard.
Last thing I want to say is, I was 11 and he was 13. I'm 12 now and he's 14 now. You probably think this is just a joke to be dating at my age, and maybe his. Of course I didn't plan this, it just happened and I fell in love, sue me. I'm not those girls do date "hot" guys or always have to be dating. No, I have extremely high expectations. And I'm not blowing off an oppurtunity with a great guy just because I'm young. I just feel it if he's right.
What should I do in my situation?