This week some stuff happens that make me have doubts with my relationship. I have been in a LDR for 7 months. In the first 4-5 months every thing has been great. During the 3rd month when she came back to visit me, I was so excited everyday to the day she came back. But fast-forward to just 3 weeks ago...I have no feelings or excitement at all when she is back. So I though to myself...maybe it just we been for 7 months already so no biggy. But just this week I have a annual project that will take up my whole week. To my surprise, I started to flirt around (asking number too) and at night I start to feel guilty. I also realise that...she could be just be a companion I depend on when I am lonely. Cause during this week when I busy..I don't really think much of her. I admit I am scared of LDR, we will be in LDR for 5-6 more years? So I am kind of confuse whether I am just giving excuses to get me out of LDR or because my love for her have faded? I need advise. I am confused.
Thanks.