So im with my girlfriend and she is in a male driven occupation. She is in training right now for her work. There are study groups which is male dominated. She will receive texts from men (school related etc). My jealousy and anxiety levels go nuts. I feel as if she will leave me eventually for someone who is better looking/ more to offer (someone with higher education as herself). She tells me all the time that she loves me deeply, she wanted me to move with her to her training facility states away (which i did). My fear is if im working and she is on her weekend and with her study friends that drinking will be involved and will potentially turn into more like "wow hes cute, and flirting heavily".
This stems from a couple of things...
1.) i was cheated on in my last relationship of 7 yearsf.
2.) she is naturally flirty
3.)she had a lot of sexual partners in her past (60 or so)
To me what makes me so damn special that she is to settle down with me and be happy. Am i wrong to think so jealous and if so how do i help. She has gone out of her way to help with my jealousy, shes aware of it. She says she doesnt know how to show me anymore than she has to prove that she loves me and as she says "Your it, im done, im done looking". I believe her when i cool down and think rationally after blowing up or going little nuts, but when something new comes up or i hear a text go off my head goes to a negative place.
Please help i dont want to ruin things, im not being resonable...this i know.