I was in a relationship with my partner for over 2years and we broke up 9 months ago. For the first two years it was really great he worshipped me and a day didn't go by where he wouldn't say how great we were, I was and how he wanted to spend the rest of his life with me. Only problem was in time he grew to want children where I was always certain I didn't. Then things began to change at the two year mark and he started to change and we ended up splitting up 6 months later.
Since the split he's not been that nice flaunting a new girl on facebook and then when it didn't work contacting me saying he'd made the biggest mistake of his life losing me. I spoke to him and helped him through it and told him that he hadn't because of how much he wanted children. Things were just getting okay with us and I thought we could be friends and then he really broke my heart and soul. Him and my so called best friend got into a relationship. This hurt me so much she knew I wasn't over him and I'd confided in her over everything. He suddenly just stopped contacting me not even an apology. They weren't even friends and it makes me so angry how he can take someone out of my life and then say please move on and let me get on with my life(on his twitter wall-couldn't even say it personally in a email) when it was him that came into my life and messed it up. I hate them both now. She is a cheating, lying two faced female. The problem is how on earth do I handle this 2 people who made me believe that I was special to them and I thought would never let me down have done this.
Every single day I think about it and I just want to stop now. I've blocked their profiles on facebook and everywhere else. So its not like reminders are around its my own mind thinking about it. I know they say to get over something get with someone else but I tried this and it failed and it just made me feel even more let down as the guy just wasn't right for me and just wasn't into me like I needed and he's disappeared and avoiding me now cos he was only after a bit of fun and I had no interest in that.
Please I need to stop thinking about it.