Also I feel extremely lonely right now, masturbating has gone beyond its point..lol. I can't see him until 2 weeks time when he heads home but I feel so freaking horny and alone... and now that I know he's slept with someone it seems a bit off putting to ask him if he's up for some fun.
Do you realize how sad and pathetic that makes you sound? I don't mean to smack you upside the head with some old age wisdom but NO self-repescting woman would allow herself to fk a guy who gave her up for some other woman.
Go zero contact and give yourself sometime to heal before you start dating again. If you don't you're going to miss the good potential in some guy if you're heart and brain is focusing on your ex instead of the cute guy who's trying to woo you.
You said you knew this day was coming so accept that it's here and don't let this guy have fun with you sexually for the summer and then go back and start screwing Miss FB during the school year. You're worth better than that type of treatment.
Don't have a casual relationship with someone you already have more than casual feelings for.. It will steal your joy and will screw with your ego when you realize the your vagina won't secure you a full blown, committed and monogamous relationship.
Stay away form him, go zero contact. If he wants you he'll contact you. When/if he does make sure you're on the same page as each other. It will wreck you if you aren't.
Sorry you're hurting.
Last edited by Wakeup; 27-06-11 at 02:58 AM.
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