It's long distance, I'll cut the story short, he said things weren't going anywhere and we haven't linked and that he couldn't be bothered if it's not going anywhere and he said he's got things going on, can't give me attention im crying so bad then after I said I don't know what to do now, he said don't do anything stupid and dumb coz he worried about me and he asked if I was heartbroken:S ? Does he still care? I'm 17, he's 18 known him over a year
I think I am heartbroken, I haven't eaten much I keep crying when I'm alone, thinking of all the memories, he might talk with me again I don't know, what's meant to be will be. I think he still cares for me though, I think. I've got a weird feeling in my heart, feel pain. He told me to "chill" after saying it's not going anywhere, he didn't say take care or anything but I feel like it's over now, he's done this before but we talked again but this time it feels different I feel like its over, the end for me and him I look at his picture and just cry especially at night, I can't even sleep, I go to bed crying and wake up crying in the morning. For all of you who comment and tell me to just "move on" it's not as easy as that, I've tried before but I couldn't I contacted him on saturday night and sunday morning ! I'm now on NC for at least 2 weeks, everything hurts and there's memories everywhere on my phone, in my room where I used to go on webcam and see him I just wanna be happy again. Thanks