Basically my girlfriend went to Spain for a week with her friend. Obviously trust is hard won and easily lost. She is a loyal girlfriend and does love me but I have a few doubts.
First doubt is I'm not entirely sure how she goes about choosing her men. She says she's loyal which she seems to be, but when I first met her she approached me in a club with her friend and that night I went back to hers. She would have had a one night stand with me that night but I didn't give in due to the fact she was very drunk and I wasn't going to take advantage. Anyway that's how we met and now I've been with her for 3-4 months.
She once told me that she had a dream where she cheated on me with her ex. Now dreams do tend to have meanings, if anyone can read dreams then tell me this one!
Another point. Whether she is just testing my limits out of curiosity I do not know. However once she asked me what I would do if she cheated on me. I told her I'd dump her. She said what if I was drunk though, I added further.. I'd still dump you, being drunk is no excuse to bad choices.
Right now she's in Spain, last night was her last night. She phoned me and was very drunk. She said herself and her mate were in a lock-in at a bar drinking all night. I heard men around and she said she was with two Moroccan men and they were buying her and her friend shots but nothing was happening.
She said she was going to call me later when she gets back to the apartment and she did, about 4am. While on the phone to me she told me that the Moroccan men were in the apartments with them but she wanted them out.
She was so drunk! She came out from the blue "I haven't had sex once since I've been away" well I'd bloody hope not and why are you coming out with this? Is this some kind of reverse psychology?
How do I know throughout her holiday in Spain she hasn't cheated on me? Why is herself and her mate who also has a boyfriend going off with random men? Why were they allowed in their apartment?
I don't know what to do? I've lost a lot of trust in her, I really have.