he's not worth my tears...

[nyc123]

but sometimes it's so hard not to cry.

i hate him. and i hate even more that i cry because of him.

[bluestrattos]

If you cry, it's because you feel and you need to cry. When someone hurt us it's normal to cry, but tell us why do you hate him so much, otherwise we might not be able to help you.

[Sensetive]

I can really relate to this, i was affriad of my gf knowing how much i love her. You kind of took the words out of my mouth when you said

"so... i've developed this thing where i can never let a boy think that i need him for fear of looking weak or being vulnerable."

because i felt the same way, and you keep saying he keeps trying to end it, but is he really trying to end it? he knows your vulnerable now so maybe he's just doing it so youll cry and suck up to him. If he was a good person he wouldn't do something like that though, either that or he doesn't feel that way about you

[Gigabitch]

All of this crap you're going through will make you more understanding, emotionally resilient and ultimately, more ready when you finally find someone worthy of your heart. Let it happen.

[AlwaysOnMyMind]

Chin up. You'll get there x

[squirrley]

Its ok to cry, let it all out you'll feel better to. What youre feeling about is anger, which is a good thing, means youre moving through the emotions of it. Soon enough youre going to look back and thank God its done!