my mind says stop but my heart keeps on hoping..
i know, i know.. despite all the "i like/love you" and "sweetness" stuff he's showing, he would never leave his wife, (they just got married last month; when we got close earlier this year, he never mentioned that he was engaged)
i told him we should shouldn't go further beyond being friends because i'm not the type of person who approves cheating or ruins a relationship. he told me he respects my decision, but he keeps on calling me on the fone or walking me to my car.. (no holding hands this time though, i made it clear that friends don’t hold hands..)
still, how do i forget him if i get to see him everyday? he's my officemate by the way.. i try to avoid him, but still there's this part of me who wants to be with him--just to talk or laugh with him..
how do i kill this feeling? how can i stop???
please help..so confused..
-cluelessinluv-