nope u r not ...
i am sure of the "No Contact" policy .. it is adopted by many not becoz they want to show their ex that they are over them .. but becoz it keeps u kinda safe from the pain which comes with seeing the other distant from u ..
u say that u still remmeber her .. u cant get her out of your head ... dont force urself ... even though i am sure time will be moving at snails pace for you ... have patience ... have sabr(arabic for patience) ...
do not think what she is doing now ... coz there is absolutely nothing u can do about it...absolutely nothing ... but there is something u can do about urself and that is not torture urself .. by going over it again and again ....
for all u know ... she may be using him as a rebound ... dont worry ... mate life goes on ... it might go on slowly .. steadily extremely slowly at times .. but it will go on ... and insha'Allah u will find someone who loves u as much if not more , u love her ..
have patience. and believe in urself ... it all comes to those who wait
Hussain
Are there no prisons? Are there no workhouses? - The Ghost of Christmas Past