i was born to be a sports player - but i'm not :(

[RSK]

i have so many regrets in life, as many of you know...

...but this is my greatest: i should have been a sports player

i am 6 foot 3, i have a decent build, and i have great balance and coordination

when i was a kid, a swam, played soccer, badminton, tennis, squash, cricket, pool, a bit of football, some basketball, started weightlifting and did some cross country too...

...yet, somewhere from there, to here -> i lost it all - i stopped participating, and here i am - a book nerd!

i'm 22 now, and it's too late. i do continue weightlifting - but that's for my own personal pleasure.

i don't know, but when i look in the mirror, i see 'another life', someone who excelled in sports, i just wish i stuck to it, chose something i was good at, and loved, like tennis, and put my heart into it...

...it really pisses me off!!!!!!!!!

Wasted Talent ----> there's nothing worse than this.

[Illusional]

well look at things this way, atleast you're not fat.

raverboy

[shh!]

Why is it "too late"? There are plenty of adult sports leagues.

And by the way, tall, dark, well-built, book nerds rock my world! :-D

[RSK]

hey, thanks guys! but to be honest, i did finish watching rudy not too long ago - Men would understand! lol

but thanks again!

...and shh!, i can see why you say i'm dark (being indian and all), but i'm actually not that dark at all, i'm not that pale at all either, i'm somewhere in the middle - and that's another one of my 'curses' - by not being accepted by my 'indian community' - people look at me, and think i'm some kind of 'outsider' - it PISSES ME OFF! oh well, that's life - what's some peoples loss, is one person's gain - and that person would be the one chick that actually likes me for who i am, and not what i am.........

oh well, that's just my rant for now.....

[shh!]

By dark, I meant dark hair, which I assume you have...

[RSK]

By dark, I meant dark hair, which I assume you have...

oh, yeah! cuuuuuuuuuul, i do have dark hair.

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