Hello, I would like to ask for any opinions I'm open to anything since I don't have much to fall. About a year ago I had just gotten out of a REAAAAAALLY deep relationship, she broke up with me because of the distance (she lives 10 hours from me, she had to move due to her dads job conditions). I really had high hopes for this one, I had not only that physical attraction that every guy has for just the hot girls out there, but a very strong emotional attraction. She fit my other half of the puzzle I guess you could say, I could give examples, but I'll save your time. After she broke up with me she didn't talk to me for a looong time, that being up til this day.
My mom and her mom are really good friends and they were talking on the phone last night. They are coming out for a visit and staying at our house. They will also be moving out here also sometime soon. This girl thinks that it is to awkward to even come for the visit so I figured if I talk to her now the less awkward it will be. She answers NOTHING from me, not e-mails I don't know her new msn, not bebo mails, not calls, not txts, noothing. I got on my friends bebo to mail her after she deleted me from hers, and then she deleted my friend. I still like her, A LOT, I haven't seen her in a year or any updated pictures because I don't need that to know that I like her, being with her is different then any other relationship I've had and I really want to try to get things going again. I don't want to have to wait til lord knows when she comes out here. I tried for a year to get over her went on dates got into more relationships, but I just feel like it's not the same, I keep coming back to her. What can I do?
As you can see I'm really deep in a hole having to come to the net with my probs, I really have no one to turn to with the experience and knowledge of knowing.