Originally Posted by
lightning
Ok so its episode two, because as some of you know , this is a story about the guy who is my best friend and coworker and I got crush a sudden crush on him, so he began to do harmless flirts until I told him I like him (as some people adviced me here) and the tragedy was when he ignored and changed the topic.
*takes a deap breath* I'm not the clingy type person so I eventually I got to accept that I was rejected. Was I disappointed? Yes!! VERY disappointed , I even kept saying "its ok, I'm fine , I'm fine, I'm TOTALLY FINE." until finally I bursted into tears. but few days passed and I felt under control again , you know I dont feel I need him or I miss him or crappy anymore, its not that hurtful crash anymore. (dont get me wrong, I still like him but I mean I really accept it as is able to like someone else eventually)
if you want to know something about me, then the best thing I can be defined with is "ego", I dont chase, never smother, and thats something I'm very proud of. because it saves my face for later times.
now to get it short, I made him a website for his work, and he was so excited and happy and we are working together on that site, actually I made it for free, dont ask me why!! honestly I felt I was able to give something special on my free time.
Now all this is ok, but the problem is that guy still acting so weird in A VERY noticed way, I mean ok I can understand we are just friends and I stopped reading between the lines, and I'm trying to be less close to him, but each day at work he asks me before we leave if we can leave together (Guys he do it daily, not like one time chance!!).
Not only that! today he came to my office and even though I'm the one who was turned down , I still acted very cool and nice and even jokes, but him is being very weird and nervouse . You know he is suddenly shy and he is always having those annoying long and hesistated pauses when he talk , you know he gives the air a very awkward feelings (like so nervouse you can read it very clearly)so I laugh to break the awkwardness, keep joking and try to act cool and a bit careless.
today he was so hesistant when he came to my office, and then again he said, "when are you leaving?" and I told him "like useual" he said "ok then if you dont mind we can go out together"..the surprising part is when time came to leave, he was already gone without even waiting..
What the hell is going on his side? I mean guys you know how guys act. for god sake someone explain to me...
and should I act cool that he forgot, I'm planing to act like I didnt notice he was gone..is that the right behavior?