"Imagine you are God..."
This is how Alan Watts begins one of his most thrilling essays. He describes the self (the ego) as merely God dreaming. His logic is stunning, and though I can't really reproduce it, I'll at least try to explain.
Imagine you are the Godhead, infinite, eternal, yada yada. You could do anything you wished. You might create a cast array a buttons, where say, if you pushed one button, you could have glorious sex. Push another, and you'd be served the most delicious food you could wish for (you are God, of course.)
You would go on pushing buttons for a while, enjoying the trick, but after a while, well... You would get bored. "All these buttons are so... predictable," you'd say to yourself. And they would be. And so you'd sit there not knowing how to keep yourself (the universe) entertained until one day, you devise a big red button. And it would be labeled: "SURPRISE."
Though you had already been having all the adventures you wanted, you knew the entire time you were God. Hence, there was no fear, and even no joy. It would be like a dream you were aware was a dream. You would simply roll your eyes and laugh that your dream characters were taking their roles so seriously. It would be like making love to a plastic woman, no mystery in the response, no surprise outcomes.
So you press the big red button... And here we are. Surprise!
The pain is real, because you're in it, you're in this dream. But after going through the worst of this world, and even the best, when you wake up, you simply realize, "Ha! What a crazy dream!"
"It may seem like we're going around in circles, but if you look around, that's what the universe is doing!" - Alan Watts
My question is, does this parallel solipsism? I think Watts' concept here is really beautiful, but are we all really just the same consciousness, experiencing itself subjectively according to our environment? What do you think? Are we God?