First of all, I want to start off saying that not once did I ever tell my boyfriend he couldn't/shouldn't look at porn......
We started dating almost 2 years ago, and he told me "I'm so satisfied by you in every way, I'm not even going to watch porn..." he brought it up, he made the promise, I told him it was unrealistic and didn't have to make that kind of gesture, but he assured me he wouldn't.
Almost a 2 full years later he is showing something to me on his phone, and accidentally shows me his porn collection.
For 2 years, he lied to me...told me how fulfilled he was, how perfect he thought I was, and told me he hadn't looked at porn since before we started seeing each other.
When he got caught in his own lies, he confessed that he had been looking at porn all along, and was hiding it from me by deleting his web history on his computer, or just using his phone.
I mean, yes, it hurts that he told me he wouldn't because he was satisfied by me...because it makes it seem like he's not
but WORSE, is the fact that he's been lying about it, and covering it up, and just has been so sneaky and conniving about the whole thing.
now I just feel like he has not only the ability but the nerve to lie to me about any little thing, and I really feel the trust is broken
I get it. all guys look at porn..........but the lies, the lies kill me
am I overreacting?