so I had sex with my next-door neighbor in my apartment complex. Im not attracted to him. I wasnt horny. I wasnt bored. I felt kind of bad for him though, he is a scrawny ginger same age as me who lives by himself. I live by myself too most the time and its nice to just knock on his door and ask if he wants to go grocery shopping and stupid little chores to have company.
I told him upfront Im seeing other people, no boyfriend but on dates. even after I told him that he thought i was a virgin by the way i kept not letting him touch me much, i didnt want to do it and I didnt want to lead him on because I know I dont want to date him. I dont know why exactly I let him get as far as he did.
Think theres nothing wrong being friends/neighbors with benefits, just having fun and each others company or is this going to work its way around and somehow blow up in my face? Im sure it would hurt him to see me bring a date home. Then again I was honest with him and Im cute and let him have his way so he should be happy for that and expect me to continue seeing other people? meh