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I'm 19, she's 17.
I've known her since the start of the school (August). I got attracted to her from the first when I talked to her. Yesterday I messaged her and told her I had something really important to talk about when the school starts again after Christmas holiday. She said "ok sure" and I replied "it's up to you if you want me to tell you or not". She replied "OMG, is it anything with love?" I didn't answer because I didn't know what to say.
So she logged on Skype and asked me what I were gonna talk about. I told to myself I couldn't tell it over the Internet because we're at high school. So therefore I told her to wait 'till we start school again after the holiday.
But she kept asking "Who do you like" and yet again I told her to wait until school starts, because it's personally and I told her to promise to NOT tell anybody.
After that she said: "I'm so happy I'm single. I'm not gonna have a boyfriend until next summer at least"
She must have taken the hint, and hinted me back. So I asked her if she had taken the hint, but she was like "no, I've no idea what you're talking about". I asked her if she really didn't take the hint, or just acted stupid. She really had no idea what I'm talking about.
But since she "out of nowhere" told me she were not gonna have a boyfriend until next summer I took the hint that she doesn't like me. Because few days ago she complained over that all her friends have had boyfriend but she has not. She said "I'm ugly" blahblahblah (typical girls). I said "No you're not". The answer I got back is "Yes, because if I weren't I would have a boyfriend right now".
I wish she just could answer that she don't like me back instead of saying she don't want a boyfriend for a long time. This is so confusing. I've not told her directly that I like her (as I had plans to wait until school starts again), but now I've taken the hint and really not sure what to do. Should I still tell her? Why did she complained over not having a boyfriend just few days ago, but now she "don't wanna have a boyfriend until next summer when school ends".
I really don't understand why jerks from my school who treats their girlfriend like s*** gets all the girls, while the good guys who respect their girlfriend like a gentleman seems to struggle to find one :/
Sorry for the long post and thank you for all the answers! And sorry for any grammatical errors.