Anyways ,
First off all i need to say my english is not very good so bare with me.
I have no idea what i am doing, i am in love with my soon to be wife.
But yet i still love my three highschool ex. yeah its funny eh?
Ive been dreaming about them alot lately. Just now woke up from Having a dream about seeing this girl for the first time in years and we sorta just ran away.
Whenever i have these missing feeling this other girl comes in my head. Making think more and more what i am doing... Should i really get marry or should i restart my life and really find myself.
And then once in a while the third girl pops in my head. Thinking about her just make me so crazy. I can not stop thinking about this one tho. The thoughts that we are not together and her being single make me also wonders.
What should i do?
in love with Four girls......or so i my mind makes it to be.
24 year old now clueless....