So I am an 18 year old girl, who has been dating a guy online for the past week and a half who lives about 23 hours away. Ive always had feelings for another guy for about 2 years, who lives about an hour away... the problem is... My boyfriend is suicidal and the guy an hour away is 13 years older than me? I need help to what to do. (p.s the other guy, i'm in love with him)